It’s a damn shame I haven’t been doing industrious and crafty things to blog about in the past six or seven months. I’ve been all career absorbed lately and very much in party planning mode, with my brother’s and my best friend‘s wedding three weeks apart.
After such a long hiatus, I feel hot waves of embarrassment when I check out the crappy photo quality of my past posts. I’d actually been practicing taking decent pictures with a nice camera my lovely man gave me, but it was stolen when my house was broken into a couple months ago. The break-in was the last in a series of rather upsetting things that happened to me in the late summer.
These things occurred over the course of about two weeks:
-My mom was blocked into her driveway and accosted by some creepy dude. The following day the very same creepy dude accosted me while I was with my mom. The event was minor but I certainly felt violated.
- I got road raged and followed while driving to a friend’s house for having the gall to safely change lanes after signaling appropriately. This lasted for about 10 minutes and at the point where I was ready to drive to the police station my harassers gave up, but not without a final middle finger and corresponding verbal abuse pouring through their open car windows.
-I was rear-ended after leaving a job interview and had mild whiplash for about four days.
-Some midtown drunk accosted me and Hannah on the Bayou patio, which might not have been as bad if I hadn’t, in that very moment, been working myself up while talking about some of the other shit that happened recently. Hannah thought it was funny but I was really freaked out.
-And finally, my house was broken into between the hours of 10 and 11 am while I was at the gym. The crooks got the digital SLR camera and my laptop. Only the second time I’ve been burglarized, so whatever, right?
All that to say, I don’t feel sorry for myself, exactly, but I have had a lot of nightmares and been anxious as hell since all of this went down. To make matters worse my job is in a really bad part of town, working with a lot of desperate and sometimes dangerous people.
With Karen and Zack’s wedding taking place yesterday, I had a chance to become jealous of all the insanely skilled and creative people who contributed to K & Z’s celebration. I do have ideas about how I got to the point in my life where I have such a tough job and it seems that I’ve inadvertently eschewed every opportunity to enhance my right brain tendencies, but knowing why doesn’t turn back the clock or un-atrophy my creativity muscles.
I’m gonna try to do better in the future, ok? There’s a lot more beauty I plan to contribute to this world.
In the meantime, I am proud of my new-ish blog project with Karen, MEMSTYLE.

And to my favorite couple, congratulations on your smashingly successful wedding celebration and the wonderful life that awaits you.